10th April 2007

The bad stuffs are back again. i am down with a swelling throat that hurts so badly and a super jammed nose that leads to my head feeling so uncomfortable and heavy. wanted to get an mc today but decided to get myself out of bed and get my heavy head to work and see my home doctor downstairs. but wonderful, the doctor is off on tuesday. the other time i wanted to see him was also a tuesday. am i suay or am i suay? so now tmr i dont know what to do. take an hour long bus to work and work or take an hour long bus to work and see the doctor then go home? i just want to stay home rest get well then go back happily to school. you have no idea how happy i am that its jus 3 and a half more days to the end of this attachment. the new attachment is coming next week, and ytd i spent the first half of the day preparing the table for the new attachment. my boss was lik,' why you have to be lik that ah, make us feel lik we treat you very bad lik that, cant wait to go ah?' haha. well, yes i cant wait to go.

i enjoy working here but i hate the fact of coming to work at 9 and having to come everyday! everyday! cannot just dont come, die die must get mc and cause im on a stupid attachment, i cant tak more than 5 days mc and i already had 6 days mc. i feel so bad gettin more mcs. but i guess if i have a mc tmr, we cant help it :) , really sick.
this throat and nose problem is really causing me to have really bad tempers. i cant concentrate on work cause i dont have the mood to do it. and i cant be bothered to do them. those people are now talkin bout work stuffs behind me while i am here blogging haha ,how nice.